Thursday, January 26, 2012
Friday, January 6, 2012
I feel like I'm being so superficial...
...but is it really so much that I've begun to expect that any future potential romances not to look like fucking trolls, for chrissakes?
Okay, let me be honest here; I seek something more than just adequate. Which is to say that I want to feel a burning hot passion inside of me for someone. I really want to be completely smitten; I long to feel enraptured and utterly enthralled by someone else again.
That's the lesson of momentous proportions I've only really learned recently. That physical beauty matters much more than I ever before thought it should. I must concede that my expectations have been driven sky high by a very recent experience (the experience that I shall NOT give name to) -- and I just won't settle for less than the complete package anymore, dammit. I want someone who's physical beauty captivates me AND whose mind utterly intrigues me in every way imaginable. And I now know it's possible -- I stole a brief glance at the kind of perfection I allude to not too long ago.
Alas, it wasn't what I thought it was. But I almost had it -- I can still taste the goodness...
So, frustrated with the hordes of ugly people that seem to be so abundant on the social networking/internet dating websites I've been using, I began searching for one half of the equation; I began looking for a dating/social networking site for attractive people.
Lo and behold, beautifulpeople.com.
It's a start.
Okay, let me be honest here; I seek something more than just adequate. Which is to say that I want to feel a burning hot passion inside of me for someone. I really want to be completely smitten; I long to feel enraptured and utterly enthralled by someone else again.
That's the lesson of momentous proportions I've only really learned recently. That physical beauty matters much more than I ever before thought it should. I must concede that my expectations have been driven sky high by a very recent experience (the experience that I shall NOT give name to) -- and I just won't settle for less than the complete package anymore, dammit. I want someone who's physical beauty captivates me AND whose mind utterly intrigues me in every way imaginable. And I now know it's possible -- I stole a brief glance at the kind of perfection I allude to not too long ago.
Alas, it wasn't what I thought it was. But I almost had it -- I can still taste the goodness...
So, frustrated with the hordes of ugly people that seem to be so abundant on the social networking/internet dating websites I've been using, I began searching for one half of the equation; I began looking for a dating/social networking site for attractive people.
Lo and behold, beautifulpeople.com.
It's a start.